The Incredible Mangoes

august 3rd '09

since so many days. it's actually getting annoying now. i want this thought and everything attached to it to leave me already. i think it's been long enough. i'm awake like a hawk right now randomly. there was a story i created in my head last year that's been replaying lately because it's almost the time that it had to take place, but it won't be taking place. it's like many other things you build up to, which never happen. and it's not always because you didn't build properly. some things are just out of our control i guess.

the summer has been intense and dramatic. in a negative kind of way. for all of us. one fucked up situation to another. each that could have been much worse. but we probably say that because we are unable to handle extreme intensity. it's had its positive highlights too but there has always been something that has snapped positivity out.

it's almost time to go back but this is no state to return in. the bad vibes from the future that birdie and i have agreed upon should not exist.

low and hungry. why is it taking so long?

- doggie