The Incredible Mangoes

june 27th 09

i was just unable to log in because i had forgotten the email address/password. hmm very bad.

i've been threatening to delete the blog if birdie writes on it again. hahaha. now i feel like an asshole. but i'm really happy and i don't know where else to go right now. i got some stuff all the way from kabul. and every time i smoke it i start prancing around with a huge smile.

so birdie and grape cigar have both fallen in some kind of intense love (not with each other). many things about their situation are very very similar but there is such a huge difference at the way things are happening with both of them. the way they are reacting. i've realized that grape cigar is very different from us. i can relate so much more with birdie. grape cigar's girlfriend is completely.. i'm losing the language.. but i mean to say i cannot relate to her at all or know of anyone who i can relate to her.

it's just so dull i think.

i've probably said this many times before but being home is so crazy and different. i got a job and i've been trying to work as many hours as possible. i also joined the gym last week and i haven't skipped even one day. i have severe ADD. i don't know what to do about it. i can't do anything for more than 15 minutes. even at work, i can't work on a project for more than 15 minutes and that's really really bad. so i came to the conclusion that i'll always be a shitty employee and hence i need to do something on my own. so i'm picturing my workspace to have a television, playstation, loaded fridge and a dartboard. i should probably start saving up



I MUST EAT THAT

which reminds me! i haven't gotten into any kind of trouble, or been in a situation that can land me in trouble in a really long time and i'm beginning to get really bored now. the city is not offering much at the moment (although i'm planning to escape for a weekend and that will definitely be exciting but in case that doesn't work out...). so i figured out what i need to do. i've saved up and i'm going to start investing in the stock market.

so before i got distracted by talking about ADD (so ironic) i was going to say that i'm trying to read books and some poetry (but obviously reading for 15 minutes a day is not helping much). i also started writing a book which was going great till obviously some girl had to fuck it up.

i want mushrrrrrooooommmss. so bad.

-doggie