The Incredible Mangoes

june 28th 09

oh my god it is 6.15 in the morning i just got home and am i sitting here still drinking after i have finished a whole bottle of whiskey and some weed and gone to an incredible dyke parade where it rained and all the women were drenched wet from head to toe screaming and chanting and dancing. where else can you scream so loud about loving women she said. fuck yeah. and then the sun came out and there was a rainbow so wah kia baat hai yaar.

you know that night, that fitful night that we went to the closest club a few blocks from our house i was looking for nothing i was so out of it i just wanted to go dance. when i went to the bar i found a 7 foot tall blonde somewhat attractive straight woman and bought her drink for her with my roommates debit card. very suave. and then she joined me outside for a cigarette. had i not done this i would not have felt the need for a cigarette, and had not have been standing outside when Pyaari exited the club - i would not have seen her eyes, i would not have remembered that face. i did not check her out. i remember this too. i did not see her, i only saw her eyes because they were within mine. i knew she was approaching me for a cigarette and so i handed one to her before she could say a word. then she straightened up and so did i and i saw what a knockout maddening sight she was. as i was nervously handing her my lighter. she lit it with regal flare, meeting eyes beneath lashes with me for just a split second as naturally as that comes to people, just before they inhale. oh my god.

the next day we had coffee and it was windy so when i poured sugar into mine it flew and reflected like fireworks against the sun, little grains of sugar they landed on her lower lip. she didnt even realize this presence of sweetness but she unconsciously bit her lip and sucked it away my god i was sitting there so completely fucked by the movie like madness of that moment.

she is the long limbed curly tresses dark skinned powerful muscular godess-like, everything that i could ever imagine a woman to embody so perfectly and gracefully and balanced .. it is her. and so i cannot, can not find the rest of the world beautiful anymore until i have her.

fuck. the screwdriver is strong.

- birdie