The Incredible Mangoes

thursday || july 22 2010

i was thinking about ideas and thoughts. then i went and saw inception. errrr...

now i obviously don't remember one of their specific conversations about ideas but really it kind of reflected what i was thinking. anyway, so we/i have thoughts all the time. and there are so many of a particular kind.

'bad thoughts'

we would never say them out loud. like sick thoughts, perverted thoughts, extreme thoughts, evil thoughts, violent thoughts etc. they remain in our heads as thoughts. so i decided to start writing them down. and it's such an uncomfortable activity. because of 2 reasons:

1. seeing twisted 'formations of mental objects' that came out of your head written on paper and reading over them again and again makes you want to deny you came up with them

2. hiding that information is nerve wracking

and so by now they have gained some kind of existence. they are ideas. they could have been one of those many thoughts you have everyday but don't pay attention to and eventually forget. but such a big deal has been made. and now the idea is real.

execution time!!

- d