The Incredible Mangoes

19th dec 08

today Purple Haze left for winter break. i went with her to the airport, and finally fucking built up the courage to go and kiss her. 

so the whole hour i hung out with her awkwardly between her checking bags in and then waiting to go through security... she finally said her goodbyes and walked towards the terminal. just as she was past the first security guy and taking off her shoes, i walked alongside the barrier and called her over...

she came to me, i pulled her by her jacket towards me... and then it totally got fucked because she smiled and turned her face to the side and said no. she kissed me on the cheek and went through security. 

shit man. im crazy about this one. she doesnt want to have anything to do with me, because she thinks i am a player asshole who will fuck her up. nooooooo. i am a sad melodramatic cliche man, the rough outside and the marshmellow inside. 

so now shes gone and im just screwed. 

- birdie.