5.30 am 05/03/09
i do not need to be more intoxicated then i already am. the feeling is just right.
there is an intense nothingness that sometimes shrouds aloneism. polyness. all these words that do not exist in dictionaries. they appear jarring, red, when typed. what the fuck is the worlds problem.
in these moments i fade very badly. and there is no one where, or here, who can understand or help me.
Nothing - Elizabeth Jennings
We are nothing, we are
A dream in a cosmic mind,
We are a solitude, an emptiness,
We only exist in others' thought, we grow
In fitful seasons, yet we leave our marks,
Our scratches on dark walls, our prints, our spoors,
Our persecuting wars,
Gentle spirits trust that they are made
Over and over, freshly every day,
Beasts die everywhere.
Over the sun clouds cross and change
In threadbare processions.
Insects move and men like insects. Why
Are we set here, frightened of our reflections,
Living in a fear yet desperate not to die?
- birdie
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8 comments:
Maybe you're looking in all the wrong places.
War Poet
-Sydney Keyes
I am the man who looked for peace and found
My own eyes barbed.
I am the man who groped for words and found
An arrow in my hand.
I am the builder whose firm walls surround
A slipping land.
When I grow sick or mad
Mock me not nor chain me;
When I reach for the wind
Cast me not down
Though my face is a burnt book
And a wasted town.
I am very intrigued.
Give me a phone number.
do you really think youre worth my phone number? hehehe. give me yours meri jaan
Hahaha. Well said you bastard bitch you.
I want to hear what you sound like.
I, for one, sound very.. guess you'll just have to wait and see?
my talking voice has been widely criticized. lekin kidher hai phir aap ka number?
ps give yourself a name, there are too many anonymous ones.
mine has been widely acclaimed, actually. this is not me being arrogant.
clearly i can't put up my number here can i. you and doggie have got an entire fan club here that may react rather adversely.
how do we do this?
esmokey.timez@gmail.com
>> this is a super breach of blog rules though.
but don't we all know well that rules were meant to be broken?
i think of myself as living proof everday. and of course, a lot more.
getting in touch with you as we speak.
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